Reaching Reality

Yes! Weekend time!

Can’t wait to get my new camera so I can show you just how beautiful my life is everyday.

I realized how in love I am while playing soccer with 8 middle schoolers on this huge field while the sun was setting tonight.

And I saw that face come out of a little girl, that face that is like “I did it!, ME, ME, Me, Me, ME!!!”

That’s the best feeling in the world: Knowing that you made a connection with someone who will someday grow up and feel hopeless and sad. Because we all look back at those moments, when we connected with someone in that way and we felt LOVED, really loved….

and that’s what leads us to God, Love.

and if I can show that love, and be the vessel God moves through…

I am so blessed.

heisjealousforme:

God I didn’t want to. But I love you so much. And I want to do what you ask even when it kills me. Well, God, it’s freaking killing me. Please help me. I need you right now.

I need anything right now.

This hurts more than anything I could have ever imagined.

Please help me know I did the right thing.

Please bring me peace. Please.

I love You. So much.

Joy

Always how I feel when I do the same thing.

You will be affirmed in your decisions by the spirit of peace. It is hurting and hard regardless, but we are not called to live simply, and take the path of least resistance. We are called to live by his will, and be empty vessels.